It has already been about 3-4year since you left us . I'm sorry that I am not able to be at your when you left us . I should have be at your side instead of going to school for some pointless CCA .whatever it is what happen had happen it belong to the past now . I hope you can forgive me and remember be as you best buddies and family . Thanks for being there for me for the past 8 years even if other don't ,thanks for consoling me when I am sad .Even if you can't speak human language and I can't understand doggy language but I know deep in your heart you care for us ,care for me . Thinking back , the time with you was my happier life in my entire life because you are always by my side asking me not to cheer up .Ever since you left ,my life have changed tremendously , I am no longer able to share with you what made me sad and what made me happy . I fear of sharing it with other for they might laugh at me for being idiotic . I bottle up everything inside my heart hoping that it will just be buried deep in my heart . I do know that you will wish that I will be able to make new fiends (long lasting friends ) .I do try my very best to make friends with them but they just don't bother about being a real friend to me .Only you will treat me as you real best friends because you will not backstabed me ,you will not badmouth me ,you will not insult me .you are the best ! I hope you can be my side .

Nevertheless , I hope that now in wherever your spirit are , I hope that you can be extremely happy playing with your  buddies .I hope that you can still remember them .For when I die I will look for you .

Your sincerely 

Zanth 

Your buddy and also family